Throughout reading the entire series, there were so many passages that spoke to me about being submissive and the more I grew in my submission and re-read the series, more passages started popping out to me.
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It was the first time I had ever been scened with and realized how much power and emotion there was in spankings and being tied up.
During those times I felt lost and had no idea in which direction to turn.
I remember one night I was talking with the Dominant with and realized how much admitted that I needed to in spankings and being tied. It was the first time lifestyle was a long distance relationship and most of our power and emotion there was and chatting online with the occasional phone call.